i become so virtual right now..lol..always blogging n reading at times..yep yep..
i dint stay home last nite..:x..was having a good nite last night.. went to watch the hottie n the naughty which was full of craps..den i went to the "summer time" beach..just a chit chat n drink..
alright..i drank again..this time..beer..it let me sleep well the next morning..stella artoris..not my kinda beer...
not to worry as i m fully awake..haha..cos sea breeze..oh come on...the beach was nice ytd..jus absent of the environment...
good news for me..i pass my evaluation..it's one small step to all the big step..this time round real determined to pass..i m sick of failure or half hearted stuff..
seriously..my life is lying low right now..cos at least it is peaceful..arguments are bound to occur at times..but hai..tat is call life..
well..i m fine n good..hee..saving up on the 2nd pay..the first pay seems spend off..it jus disappears..or did i spend too much?which i dun really rmb..sigh..i onli rmb i got headache..nth else..haha..n sleep early..the 2nd pay..sld i say..it will be gone all soon..n it is jus the 1st pay day..sigh..life is tough..
okay..i cant sleep tat early..guilty?nope..jus cant sleep tat early..let me continue today happenings..
i went to eat wif him n his frens..cold war started..when eating wif his frens..nah..both of us nv chat much..his frens tot we was tird..ya..maybe he was realy shag..but deep down in our heart..was there was nth to talk at all..
it came to the point i cant stand the cold war..i start confronting..arguing..dint even have the chance to catch movie..haha..i was jus damn tired n sick suddenly..
but it ended peacefully jus now..i came to a point whereby i m tired..i just apologise jus once..it is kinda difficult for me to admit my mistakes with the word sorry..it is rather hard when i m facing someone close..instead...most of the time..i will try to prove it by actions..
n it comes to the point of today..i wasted the whole trip..
there wasnt any lesson learnt..such fights are unavoidable..being in relationships are pros n cons...
what comes ard goes ard.. /10:22 AM
it's 10.35 am..kinda tired..but aldy awake..reason: a stood up date..well..it's alright for me..
i dint have the anger at all..just dissappointment..n nth much else..find it weird..just find that during working days or non working days..it drains me off from getting angry..or the cant be bothered attitude..
let's skip topic..haha..something abt work is interesting..i seems to know more ppl over there slowly..ytd jus have an aerobic class..which dance salsa n chacha..as an noob dancer..i was just playing along wif another fren..haha..
this week i had a lot of good foods...buffets..one from a leaving collegues,another from the after-presentation-thank-you-tea party type of buffet...there is no yan daoz..haha..
some troubles are always out there occupying my mind..but i would say...they are jus bunch of stupid problems..it's jus too hard for me to believe n put faith in them..cos i had none..
paying bills later..<3..i m just awaiting for my bonus..wannna buy something for myself..GOLD BAR!!!lol..not gold bar..dun really have any idea wad to buy..any suggestions?JULY come faster..but dun grow older so fast..Oh ya..tat reminds me..i m a 20 yr old kid wif a heart of 15 yrs old..haha..possess in wrong body..
i m sick n tired of the routine life..haha..some frens i couldnt keep in touch..hope wld have more time for em..well..time to knock off..wanna go see some online movies for now..:)
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
Upset.. /8:56 PM
i feel kinda upset with all the unsupporting comments coming out from my dad's n mum's mouth..y cant they just shut n let me learn my bike..
okie..i spent nearly hundred bucks over the bike class 2b lessons..n now they asked me to change..damn shit..are they going to pay?!!i hope so..
n right now..applying for class 3 auto car license..i hate it..i really hate it..i have my broken dream..i just actually wish to complete the license by this august..get my bike by december..in fact..it was already planned..
now i gotta really start from zero which is kinda heart pain for me...nvm..one word i can say for myself.."stupid to start off with bike..when one parents agree n another disagree..it comes to an disagreement at the very end"..
tiring worklife..i cant stand the things i have right now..sickening..
Saturday, April 12, 2008
trouble young adult.. /9:15 PM
i m working very hard...
anybody same case as me?okie..
the way u behave at work n at home is totally different..i suddenly have a change of attitude towards coming home..i aint enjoying home staying on just particularly on saturdays..it is the worst day of all to stay at home..used to love staying home on sats..cos it was peaceful n relax..right now eversince poly yrs..it seems rather different..
the way at work..is always controlling my temper..but at home is other way round..i hardly speaks at home..the most relax place..maybe my bf's place..maybe somewhere near east coast..somewhere near the late night wif night breeze..
just came home after going to work n vivo..went to watch a movie.."run fatboy run"..kinda meaningful..in e end..it was a happy ending..hee..
okie..ppl i m proud to announce i m gaining weight..away from my aim n goals from the yr..is stil kinda long..i must add a lot of oil...but petrol are kind ex..
wishing for a vespa s by this yr end..would at be my best xmas present for myself??till now unconfirm..just wish to complete my license..asap..but i m still lagging n lazy..sigh..
Thursday, April 10, 2008
Damn.. /6:52 PM
FAT people= fats + body fats..
ppl like me= body fats...
body fats doesnt appear on the apperance..but harms more if u dun excercise..guess my body fats haven been moving for a months..haha..
not ALL parents are as understanding..it's rather difficult for me to earn 30k per yr unless..i work 2 jobs at a time..but i wldnt have any freedom or relax time..
i came across this posb my saving accounts..seems attractive..shall start from next month on wards..hee..life is great..can save n earn more at the same time..
i wan a BEAR..anybody hears tat..sigh..nvm..i shall get back to my dreamland..lil bear..here i come!<3....lol..dun run..hee..
someone dare me to put up the pic on my hp which i took for own 'first time' to interview..it was a bad idea..but..since i m being dared..i jus played along..:P
20 bucks pls..haha..(i dun mind if just a lunch treat..)
okie..this yr i still get my bdae present n it's working well..hahah..great great..
PCTV..which is working..channel 8,5,U,central,suria,sctv,channel news asia,mobile tv..all included..hopefully to tune it to its best quality..hee..
n this is the book i got myself..tada..hee..
overall..great in the sense that it is peaceful n i m rather happy wif my bdae..i rest enuff..i played enuff..hee..tml go back to work..sigh..dun hab the feeling at all..
yea..more than 20 ppl wished me..anyway..for all n all..thanks a lot..ah..still got belated bdae..but it is alright..haha..
Saturday, April 5, 2008
ABT my bdae /12:43 PM
bdae card from department..
okie..first of all..it's my bdae..been trying to update the pics online..haha..okay..today is a good one..a pleasant relax day which is just abt to start..
ppl..want to know who wished me first?hee..quite surprisingly..not expected..hee.. 1.adam brownie.. 2.Faizal 3.Wilson 4.Chye Seng 5.Qian Ying 6.Adam's sis n his mum(together) 7.JESLINE 8.Jareth 9.Jinting 10.evan 11.yy 12.yuanlin 13.Ying xian from online frenster... Time checked..1PM of 5th april..
oh oh oh..i guess there will be msgs coming in..but let me update first..i'm quite bless when those who wish me always wish me..hee..tat means they have at least know me for at least few years which is not less than 4 yrs for each n every frens..anyway..thanks for all the wishes..i m truly contented even if just wishes n no pressies or celebration..i'm getting more simpler n sloggier..
ytd was sitting down at mac wif adam n his frens talking cock..LOL..good topics..oh..
bdae present...i onli got one this yr..a huge surprising one..hee..u want to know wad?......shall update in next post den...
but dint get any bdae wishes from family..kinda sad..but it's alright..i m used to it..my mum celebrate for me my chinese bdae..sweet enuff..onli my mum cares..i ate one bdae cake this yr..the special one from my department..i guess my supervisor is a good single women..hmm..though at time temper is bad..lol..my department was kinda busy..have a lunch out which cost 98.10..wow..for jus my bdae treats wif 8 peeps..
time really flies fast..hmm..hee..i m 20 now..working n earning..MOney is so difficult to save up..sigh..there isnt any dreams this yr..but maybe jus have a pleasant piece of ear when i m at home..this yr wasnt quite a good year in my family..which also leads me to sick n tired of staying home during sats..
okie..i m off..will update next time..hee..cya readers..
reasons..becos of many..been so much kpo auntie's spy..she's single..gossiping..n busybody..well her collegues too..for anyhow guessing..tat's the reason i wld nv ever agree to work for relatives..they are good at rumoring..:)..Second reason was becos of family..siblings are peeping it..omg..it is so difficult to ill speak of them..haha..
been working for the past few days..dae after tml is my bdae..yep..i guess not much of celebrations..reasons?haha..i also duno..no time..hard to meet timings..
well..i suddenly jus have a deep dislike for my paps..he comes home everyday wif troubles for me..i have to serve him for hrs even when i came back from work..always nagging..is he having menopause..he just freaks me out..FCUK OFF MY PEACEFUL LIFE..
oh..the damn emo blog..was close down..haha..i guess from now on there will be less emo post..more daily life n pictures..hopefully..
