bangkok let the riot raise to 3 airport pls..i nid the 500 dollas refund..if i nv plan to go bangkok..maybe i will be rich gal now..but i just realise for the first yr i been working..i dint save up much..

yea..my plan change to kl..a trip of 94 per person..okie..it is much more worth it..cos there isnt riot..no change of plans anymore..so freakishly..tired..

work place isnt peaceful..this old lady so called mistaken my food as hers...it is so obvious..tat is difference...THERE IS A BIG DIFFERENCE..

okie..ytd was definitely a interesting day..everything happen..n i went to sitex fair..NOT WORTH..totally isnt worth they are just selling at market or dealer price..as predicted is much expensive than usual..

alright update soon again..

Labels: COMPLAINS, VACATION

i enjoyin companion life..eating with collegues..haha..all craps n jokes..but somehow i'm dead after 8pm..i seems to wander in my own world if they are talking..haha..bear world..

Oh..just realise eversince i start working..my eyes will grow brighter when food n those super duper traditional chinese astrology or palm reading ard..

As for working out..hmmm..i think i'm slacking instead..i wish to have baby bears ard..haha..like e small 15cm bears..they are just too cute n comfy stuff toys..

Welcome to e Dream bear world!!

PICTURES OF U..

i've been looking so long at these pictures of you
that i almost believe that they're real
i've been living so long with my pictures of you
that i almost believe that the pictures are
all i can feel
remembering
you standing quiet in the rain
as i ran to your heart to be near
and we kissed as the sky fell in
holding you close
how i always held close in your fear
remembering
you running soft through the night
you were bigger and brighter and wider than snow
and screamed at the make-believe
screamed at the sky
and you finally found all your courage
to let it all go
remembering
you fallen into my arms
crying for the death of your heart
you were stone white
so delicate
lost in the cold
you were always so lost in the dark
remembering
you how you used to be
slow drowned
you were angels
so much more than everything
hold for the last time then slip away quietly
open my eyes
but i never see anything
if only i'd thought of the right words
i could have held on to your heart
if only i'd thought of the right words
i wouldn't be breaking apart
all my pictures of you
looking so long at these pictures of you
but i never hold on to your heart
looking so long for the words to be true
but always just breaking apart
my pictures of you
there was nothing in the world
that i ever wanted more
than to feel you deep in my heart
there was nothing in the world
that i ever wanted more
than to never feel the breaking apart
all my pictures of you

i just somehow love this song..

in a relationship..i guess it needs to be secure..
secure relationship is much more a perfect relationship??
i sld change tat sentence..
secure relationship makes couple endure n last longer..

awwwwlight..let's talk abt other things..

i realise he's been changing for me..trying hard to change..i start falling in love with him even deeper..n i hope it isnt just temporary..

he just moved my heart again..though he aint perfect..he is trying n making effort in everything he does it..i just start to love him even more..thank you..:)..if u read my blog..hug..

i Bought books to read..omg..

eversince i left poly..i guess this is the first book i really interested in..PALM READING..traditional chinese edition..anyone else interested..haha..well..another was foot relaxlogy..well..i guess upgrading is also important...

hee..i miss my bed smells at times..duno y..but just miss it..

nights..

now i have added extra savings i need to look after myself..sob..i suddenly find my money syringing..

I met my bear today..cute n lazy..paw on his small lil hands..hmmm..hee..

I really need to save more n spend less..past 8 months of working..i nearly spend finish almost all my income..i just realise it is really important tat to start saving now..cos of my thailand trip..

Dun talk about credit..e diner club credit seems so attractive compared to citi bank..but somehow i was held back regarding credits..i'm too young to start having debts..using future money..i spend most money n doesn't save much..mayb this would contribute more burdens..

Will be back to work tml..sigh..new day coming..nights n gone to bear lovely world..

Somethings are nv meant to be forgotten.. but somehow it's good it will fade off by itself..when u turn old..:)
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