ghost festival starts tonight..after e clock struck 12am..it's advisable for you to go home early..

Everybody is telling me tat..but i feel rather sad at certain point..

Dunno why..mayb..aint contented or happy with wad i have now..so tired..

Ot tml..sad..bye..

amazingly..i'm bad at lying to my love ones..i try to hide instead of lie..

If i aint hiding..i confess..n well..dint meant to tell..haha..but i'm bad at lying..

I used to be a good liar..now not anymore..sad to say..haha..

i'm just amused by how frens can be such a big mouth..

Bad news travel miles..yeah.:)i have to agree with tat..

But i just dun like it when frens dun understand e meaning n difference between keeping troubles safe..

Since there is one proverb..an eye for an eye..i guess well..haha..i did things which was also unexpected..revealing ugly sides of tat fren..sorry doesn't cure..does it?only remedy was to return you tat sucky feeling..

WHAT TREE DID YOU FALL FROM?

Find your birthday and then find your tree. This is really cool andamazingly accurate.
Dec 23 - Jan 01 - Apple Tree
Jan 01 - Jan 11 - Fir Tree
Jan 12 - Jan 24 - Elm Tree
Jan 25 - Feb 03 - Cypress Tree
Feb 04 - Feb 08 - Poplar Tree
Feb 09 - Feb 18 - Cedar Tree
Feb 19 - Feb 28 - Pine Tree
Mar 01 - Mar 10 - Weeping Willow Tree
Mar 11 - Mar 20 - Lime Tree
Mar 21 (only) -Oak Tree
Mar 22 - Mar 31 - Hazelnut Tree
Apr 01 - Apr 10 - Rowan Tree
Apr 11 - Apr 20 - Maple Tree
Apr 21 - Apr 30 - Walnut Tree
May 01 - May 14 - Poplar Tree
May 15 - May 24 - Chestnut Tree
May 25 - Jun 03 - Ash Tree
Jun 04 - Jun 13 - Hornbeam Tree
Jun 14 - Jun 23 - Fig Tree
Jun 24 (only) - Birch Tree
Jun 25 - Jul 04 - Apple Tree
Jul 05 - Jul 14 - Fir Tree
Jul 15 - Jul 25 - Elm Tree
Jul 26 - Aug 04 - Cypress Tree
Aug 05 - Aug 13 - Poplar Tree
Aug 14 - Aug 23 - Cedar Tree
Aug 24 - Sep 02 - Pine Tree
Sep 03 - Sep 12 - Weeping Willow Tree
Sep 13 - Sep 22 - Lime Tree
Sep 23 (only) - Olive Tree
Sep 24 - Oct 03 - Hazelnut Tree
Oct 04 - Oct 13 - Rowan Tree
Oct 14 - Oct 23 - Maple Tree
Oct 24 - Nov 11 - Walnut Tree
Nov 12 - Nov 21 - Chestnut Tree
Nov 22 - Dec 01 - Ash Tree
Dec 02 - Dec 11 - Hornbeam Tree
Dec 12 - Dec 21 - Fig Tree
Dec 22 (only) - Beech Tree

YOUR TREE (in alphabetical order):

Apple Tree (Love) -- quiet and shy at times, lots of charm, appeal, andattraction, pleasant attitude, flirtatious smile, adventurous,sensitive, loyal in love, wants to love and be loved, faithful andtender partner, very generous, many talents, loves children, needsaffectionate partner.

Ash Tree (Ambition) -- extremely attractive, vivacious, impulsive,demanding, does not care for criticism, ambitious, intelligent, restlesslover, sometimes money rules over the heart, demands attention, needslove and much emotional support.

Beech Tree (Creative) -- has good taste, concerned about its looks,materialistic, good organization of life and career, economical, goodleader, takes no unnecessary risks, reasonable, splendid lifetimecompanion, keen on keeping fit (diets, sports, etc.).

Birch Tree (Inspiration) -- vivacious, attractive, elegant, friendly,unpretentious, modest, does not like anything in excess, abhors thevulgar, loves life in nature and in calm, not very passionate, full ofimagination, little ambition, creates a calm and content atmosphere.

Cedar Tree (Confidence) -- of rare strength, knows how to adapt, likesunexpected presents, of good health, not in the least shy, tends to lookdown on others, self-confident, a great speaker, determined, oftenimpatient, likes to impress others, has many talents, industrious,healthy optimism, waits for the one true love, able to make quickdecisions.

Chestnut Tree (Honesty) -- of unusual stature, impressive, well-developed sense of justice, fun to be around, a planner, born diplomat, can be irritated easily, sensitive of others feelings, hard worker, sometimes acts superior, feels not understood at times, fiercely family oriented, very loyal in love, physically fit.

Cypress Tree (Faithfulness) -- strong, muscular, adaptable, takes whatlife has to give but doesn't necessarily like it, strives to be content,optimistic wants to be financially independent, wants love andaffection, hates loneliness, passionate lover which cannot be satisfied,faithful, quick-tempered at times, can be unruly and careless, loves togain knowledge, needs to be needed.

Elm Tree (Noble-mindedness) -- pleasant shape, tasteful clothes, modestdemands, tends not to forgive mistakes, cheerful, likes to lead but notto obey, honest and faithful partner, likes making decisions for others,noble-minded, generous, good sense of humor, practical.

Fig Tree (Sensibility) -- very strong minded, a bit self-willed, honest,loyal, independent, hates contradiction or arguments, hard worker whenwants to be, loves life and friends, enjoys children and animals, greatsense of humor, has artistic talent and great intelligence.

Fir tree (Mysterious) -- extraordinary taste, handles stress well, lovesanything beautiful, stubborn, tends to care for those close to them,hard to trust others, yet a social butterfly, likes idleness andlaziness after long demanding hours at work, rather modest, talented,unselfish, many friends, very reliable.

Hazelnut Tree (Extraordinary) -- charming, sense of humor, verydemanding but can also be very understanding, knows how to make alasting impression, active fighter for social causes and politics,popular, quite moody, sexually oriented, honest, a perfectionist, has aprecise sense of judgment and expects complete fairness.

Hornbeam Tree (Good Taste) -- of cool beauty, cares for its looks andcondition, good taste, is not egoistic, makes life as comfortable aspossible, leads a reasonable and disciplined life, looks for kindnessand acknowledgment in an emotional partner, dreams of unusual lovers, isseldom happy with its feelings, mistrusts most people, is never sure ofits decisions, very conscientious.

Lime Tree (Doubt) - intelligent, hard working, accepts what life dishes out, but not before trying to change bad circumstances into good ones, hates fighting and stress, enjoys getaway vacations, may appear tough, but is actually soft and relenting, always willing to make sacrifices for family and friends, has many talents but not always enough time touse them, can become a complainer, great leadership qualities, is jealous at times but extremely loyal.


Maple Tree (Independence of Mind) -- no ordinary person, full ofimagination and originality, shy and reserved, ambitious; proud,self-confident, hungers for new experiences, sometimes nervous, has manycomplexities, good memory, learns easily, complicated love life, wantsto impress.

Oak Tree (Brave) -- robust nature, courageous, strong, unrelenting,independent, sensible, does not like change, keeps its feet on theground, person of action.

Olive Tree (Wisdom) -- loves sun, warmth and kind feelings, reasonable,balanced, avoids aggression and violence, tolerant, cheerful, calm,well-developed sense of justice, sensitive, empathetic, free ofjealousy, loves to read and the company of sophisticated people.

Pine Tree (Peacemaker) -- loves agreeable company, craves peace andharmony, loves to help others, active imagination, likes to writepoetry, not fashion conscious, great compassion, friendly to all, fallsstrongly in love but will leave if betrayed or lied to, emotionallysoft, low self esteem, needs affection and reassurance.

Poplar Tree (Uncertainty) -- looks very decorative, talented, not veryself-confident, extremely courageous if necessary, needs goodwill andpleasant surroundings, very choosy, often lonely, great animosity, greatartistic nature, good organizer, tends to lean toward philosophy,reliable in any situation, takes partnership seriously.

Rowan Tree (Sensitivity) -- full of charm, cheerful, gifted withoutegoism, likes to draw attention, loves life, motion, unrest, and evencomplications, is both dependent and independent, good taste, extremelygenerous, artistic, passionate, emotional, good company, does notforgive.

Walnut Tree (Passion) -- unrelenting, strange and full of contrasts,often egotistic, aggressive, noble, broad horizon, unexpected reactions,spontaneous, unlimited ambition, no flexibility, difficult and uncommonpartner, not always liked but often admired, ingenious strategist, veryjealous and passionate, no compromise.

Weeping Willow (Melancholy) - likes to be stress free, loves familylife, full of hopes and dreams, attractive, very empathetic, lovesanything beautiful, musically inclined, loves to travel to exoticplaces, restless, capricious, honest, can be influenced but is not easyto live with when pressured, sometimes demanding, good intuition,suffers in love until they find that one loyal, steadfast partner; lovesto make others laugh.

okie..the above personalities description was from kelly's blog..i m here to share..so how true is it?let u guys judge me..hahaha..tell me??haha..if u are fren enuff to tell me..

okie..this post i will just update pictures of me..just me..nobody else..haha..just me..okie..enjoy missing me..hahah..

anybody got the shakespear in lurve song???


The yatch..

me..

hey that is me on the vice captain seat..i thought of sitting on the captain seat..haha..

i just miss someone badly..sigh..but no choice..i really gotta work hard for future...i guess money is nv enough..especially hard earn money..

Mayb i wish to get back to studies..mayb not..still pondering over course tat i should study..

N i have no idea y i could sleep so well n long..nv enough rest..

I just keep missing great opportunities..blame on myself..fish me..sigh..ops..

i m back from my good weekends..went to big big boss yatch call WHITE RABBIT..so cool..finally i drank some red wine..but not my pro area..haha..

okie..dun talk abt final theory test..it is full of craps..i dun understand ..suppose to have work ytd..ya..i bet if ytd i have work..i dun have the heart to work ot..sigh..

getting a car is easier said than done..in malaysia can have bribery to buy license..in singapore..it goes by law..the queue is so long that have to wait for months before ur tests..so sad ar...

recently too busy with work n stuff..i almost lost a lot of things..lol..nvm..

okie..update next time..cya..tata..hope u finally can see the blog..

i felt so blur at work today.

six sense tell me my driving license is getting no where for the past 1 mnth..i just lag of time..i nid more time to complete my easiest class 3 auto license..

tired of daily heavy ots..sigh..OTS..where will i have the time to meet frens?sob..

i wish my ot's day would end by december..december..

wake me up when september ends...i think sld change to...wake me up when december ends..

oki..i stop here ar..too tired to write..tata..

okie..first time playing mj with sec school peepz with the help of gaynes..

i won..lol..but the main thing is not there..it was kinda difficult to catch up..my mind processor on mj was quite slow...

yaya..cycling all the way from keat hong to senja was fun..haha..i had my tokyo "drift" done..my e break was too fast n the bicycle bung..lucky i was fast enuff to react...

steamboat was filling..cheap n budget n good..

tml ot..tml work..sigh..kinda quite tired with life..LIFE..wad is life..it is nth but a learning process..

-->eat slp work n upgrade..it applies to all country n ppl..but..with extra activities..it is much colourful..if nt i guess it is the basic needs of daily life..

i sound so pessimistic..lol..

i hate fucking bro..okie..i nid my privacy..fucking it is saturday...tat is the reason y i hate staying home on sats..troubles n tragedy..it become so often it seems to be this way...

i aint interested in his fucking business..y come bother me..it isnt fucking hell easy..FUCK HIM..in his asshole..i got real angered when he keep disturbing ytd till today..cant he do his own things..fucker..


he doesnt have anything better to do..sigh..i nid a rest n peace at home..doing my own things..tat is all..cant i have privacy..fucker him..i aint interested..

oh oh oh..everything is spoil..just packed my cupboard..

Feel so tired..haha..stories n more stories..my world is enclosed..

Ok..i hate ppl having me on..lying..wadever it's i wouldn't give any 2nd chance..you can put e blame on me..haha..i dun feel heart pain at all..so sorry..:)

Steamboat steamboat steamboat..haha..see ya later!time to sleep

life as normal..tired..i just fall down in the toilet due to the slippery of the floor..sigh..

yea...haha..i post some pictures up..though aint artistic..send off a fren to terminal 1..she left..sad..i onli know her for a few trips..hopefully she come back to singapore..hee..

saving saving n saving..i nid more money..yea..maybe my salary cant be compared to those who work at jurong island..just much of a splender..i m happy with the environment right now..aint working but frens n family..quite comfortable with ...

tata..gtg..

home blogging..trees growing..my house tat small plant produce ang moh liu lian..soursop..lol..still growing..not ripe..

just realise i become so virtual online..i wasnt this way last time..used to be outgoing..now?introvert..lazy..sloppy..

low morale i guess..i just heard lenny kravitz song..maybe someone out here reading this blogs knows how he or she felt..i guess both sexes..

so many tears i cry..so much pain inside..
but baby,it aint over til it's over..
so many years we try..to keep our love alive..
it aint over until it is over..

i finally knew wad the song means..:)..was slow at interpreting..alright..weather cold..good for sleeping..

yawn..staring blank air..

so no life right now..my daily routine..

Morning..-wake up change,brush teeth wash face..===>get back to sleep..--go to work..eat breakfast..den start working

afternn-eat lunch..den rest awhile start working..

evening- go home..eat dinner n sleep..if not date awhile..go home den sleep..*got bathe ar*...

next morning..- wake up change brush teeth wash face..eat...get back to rest den go work...eat breakfast start working..

daily routine used to be for weekdays..now weekends too..i got the power..power...

okie..soon to 10pm..10pm..resting time..haha..take care ppl..all are missed..everybody..by me..got time..contact me ar..i will be happy..

yep yep..every time u lend me something..i found that i always lose it or spoil..sorry sorry..sorry sorry...

i put that blame on me..fcuk..okie..i nv have my own room..i nv have enuff cupboards for stuff..i nv have enuff space for myself..y can they own a room..n i just have a small lil corner of the room..i felt super unfair..

maybe tat's y i always stays out like my 2nd home..sorry always lost things..sorry i always break expensive things..

i m always careless n heartless..now i felt so remorseful n emo..
my dads dotes on me..i lost the book..yet even though his leg may hurts awhile..but he still find the book with me just now..

i duno wad's the reason for me not to leave this house..maybe parents..maybe my bears..at times i find them a nag..but however when it is emergency..they are always there..maybe parents are still parents..even though how old we grow..they still take care of us..

for this..i felt like my bear,my parents are the best..working life..arghhhh...i seems monotoneless with life..i woke up from my evening nap..realise everything is just dream..n was back to reality..

oh well..ytd was kinda happy n nice day..uh uh..

Maybe well everybody is leaving singapore for good..but do come back for visits too..

Had a great dinner ytd..first i went shopping for chocolates,den we went bugis..god dann..e pricing of internet is getting cheaper n cheaper..but the toilet queue in bugis gets longer n longer..

Ok..it's quite difficult to find steamboat which aren't tat packed..first e gathering was suppose to be at bugis..but well na..either it's fully packed or time n money constraint..den took a cab down to boon keng..oh..close down..den finally went over steamboat at novena there..so tat's where e steamboat from marina bay moved too..i'm so noob..

Mayb i would say i prefer steamboat at one house e most..n yep..everybody have past..guess we shouldn't mind about past..hee..

Today i had a traditional breakfast..e fry dough you tiao n dao hui..cool man..i feel e love..hee..

Was watching tv n running around..my brownie caught me a few times time n carry me to e sofa each time i try to run away..hee.like lil kids..tat's how i behave..den eating salmon raw each time we have extra money..kinda felt money wasted..well just wanting to save enough for e future trip..

Should i admit tat part of my life is attached n stable looking forward to a new different kinda experience..hee..i aint very sure yet..:)

i woke up this morning feeling frustrated..

My pizza was like a piece of shit..my mum tat ruins my food..turn to my bed n hug brownie..

I guess i'll be busier in e evening time..today seems to be off day for me..but i still find myself laying around..dun really have great energy to move about..

Today is faizal n yat yan bdae..eh eh..wish em yet?haha..just wish them ar..lol..poor guys are out there to serve e nations..as though it's another weekdays..

Oh man..i wish there wasn't any problem with anything anywhere..feelin slight heavy head after work at times..muscle aching..etc..new collegue soon to come!haha..alright i stop here..

Somethings are nv meant to be forgotten.. but somehow it's good it will fade off by itself..when u turn old..:)
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