oh..great hectic life i m having now..working ot's..it wasnt that bad as there are income..but i fallen ill becos of not taking care of my health properly...

went out wif my bear ytd night..down to cineleisure catch indiana jones..crap movie which i catch no balls..but adventurous..okie..3 stars out of 5 stars..that is the most i gave..

went to his house n have a rest..a short n nice rest..though intervally we have some disputes n fight..but i guess that is how couples behave..

i reached home ard 4pm today..had my medi n wanted to rest..but some dream just caught me tired n restless..it made me realise how impt that life is short..haha..i know this may sound crap..idiot n weird..but if u ever experienced the same as me..life seems to be a lil different..

i dreamt i sleep to death..the dream seems rather real..n i woke up the next moment..realising it is just a dream..lucky me..think it might be becos i m too tired n doesnt have enuff rest from work..:x..i think too much le..haha..

up here to blog again..

9 june..i gonna get something meaningful..

i m a poor kid..

oh ya..previous 2 days..my department caught a small rat..hee..SO DIRTY..yet so cute..contridicting huh..cos the small lil mice is rubbing her mouth..it's a female..

okie..thinking of frens..yea..suddenly i miss those weekly small gatherings wif evan...evening dinner with winnie..at times out wif sarah,evan n jareth, bdae n celebrations with kelly n bunch.drinking coffee n tea wif yy..hmm..cos in fact i gotta be real in life..my work keeps me busy daily..partially also becos of dating wif brownie..

OH ya..where is the kbox session..i suddenly have the missed of it..haha..to a certain extent..but i prefer more of rest for now..

wanna get something for my mama..cos my mum always treat me well though i m rude to her at times..*heart found guilty n conscious..*...
as for my pap..i think i leave him alone..he keeps bragging daily after i come home..sigh..y cant he just be as good as my mum..

plans..i hope OUR plans go well brownie..though knowing u aint free to read..but well..nvm..

caught few nice shows..
-what happens in vegas
-made of honour
-iron man
-drillbit taylor

soon to come..LOOKING FORWARD..
-you dun mess wif zohan..
-never back down(i drool cos of the 6 pacs that he build)
-HANCOCK..
-the battle of red cliff..

definitely no sex n the city..so sinful..partially sinful..the tv series was already aint my type of coffee..jus too boring at certain point of story mode..maybe it is real in life..but not all real..

okie..say halo to free time to blogging first..

well..i m proud to announce i m working FULL TIME DAILY..monday-sunday..tiring tiring tiring..suppose to be wif my bear this weekend..but my work nids me..sigh..damn right..i m working ot for this coming sat n sunday..full time?or half day..aint sure yet..

life is extremely uneasy now..haha..i m doing the guiding of producing paint now..wearing a lab coat wif my spec n hairstyle..i seems more like a unreal working adult..talked to my supervisor which is also my boss..well..dint told her anything regarding staying on for long or wad..haha..

used to be weekly 8-5.30..now unconfirm timing...i wan get back to studies...somehow i have a lil regrets nt continuing my part time studies...

talking abt being rich..i m not even starting..just allow me return my debts finished..sigh..money money..x2..x2..x2..more more more..shift coming..NOOO..

future bright to be..lol..half half..

i saw yiqi at plaza..:x..holding hands sweetly wif her bf..i nearly cldnt recognize her n him..

n to qy n lena n shuhui n siying..HAPPY HOLIDAYING!!!!

1/10 stress 1/10 stress

the 710~ BUCKS FOR DENTAL CARE..oh..DECAY gal..

i m so broke yet so rich..i m a broken gal..

okie this few days have been great to me..but NOT REALLY great..tragedies begins when i step out of the house...

i was away from home since fri nite till monday afternn..i missed going to zoo wif bel n kelly they all..reason: DENTAL..

i was stuck in dental for an hr plus..cos ytd i broke my front middle tooth..reason for that: TOOTH DECAY..i m such a dirty gal..LOL..a hole broke in the middle of the front tooth..ya..maybe it is really time to spend big bucks at dental..each time i go for dental..definitely it cost more than 250..NOW...i spend 710..at first was 1500 bucks..my bear was so shocked that he asked "wad..come again"..n den it was 710..phew..but damn..i was rather guilty..did brush my tooth daily..but i dint floss it daily..maybe it is really time for BRACES..TOTAL OF 7 TOOTH DECAY..at least for now..debts cleared..for dental..hee..but the way he destroy my decay teeth was rather pain..medicine been applied..

den when i reach home i saw the new UOB debit visa card..oh..reminds me of zhenghua again..red n black..m i so fated to zhenghua?it is to replaced my TX ACCOUNT DEBIT CARD..not any new card..i doubt so..but i always get this 2 colors..red or black..oh..3 in 1 function..atm,ezlink n debit..sigh..it is empty in the account..i m debt ridden..dun understand y i keep paying so much stuff when i m only 20..

let's continue on..hey hey..there seems to be a lot of discount n lucky draws for this card though..it attracts me to use it when it was first deliever..braces at 3k..cheaper than wad i have consulted the dentist that he told me ard 4k plus..okie..i hate working..working make me pays for more n more stuff..

INSURANCE...oh man..y m i complaining all the stuff in this blog..sorry i just cant stand handling those bills..i haven been out to enjoy DAILY..Most of the time i m just busy working n working n sleeping..i spend a lum sum onli on those big lum sum stuff..dental..computers..no clothings,no facials,no spa..i spend on those wad i made spoilt of..

ya..my specs the nose bridge rubber just fall off..n i paid it myself too..just now..so all right..half of my body stuff is partially NEW..makeover?onli when everything is till the worst condition of all..i sense there is another thing which i really need to be ware of daily..my face..LOL..

alright i stop broading over it..no secrets are secrets..it is just all complains..oh ya..i got a new bear too..name gucci gucci..

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No stress no stress..but u deserve the best..

half a month to confirmation n increment..

few more months to honeyMOON!!(aint sure yet :(...)

few more months to few dollars of performance bonus..

few more months to 13 months bonus..

few more yrs to getting a car..

let's not think too far into couple life..

i trying to stay healthy..lol..

heard of the new song: NEW SOUL?

nice..n it suits me..hee..

it goes..lala la..lala lalal..lalala...i too bored le..with a trumpet playing behind..it sounds perfectly like me..lazy..

go hear it..haha..

bye..

totally heart-less..

thought i had fever.but maybe i was just too tired n keep resting in bed..yep yep.i just return for jogging n thought i wld feel better..realised i m kinda old..i slow down after 8 mins n 22 sec..but manage to finish a round for ard the old zhenghua jogging route for 20 mins..oh man..i have fail my nafa if it was today..my heart has slow down..it is now heart-less..

Thought by working out wld be more energetic..but instead my legs start to ache..i m old n weakening..believe that is the cause of not running for more than a yr..ppl u all sld try working out..haha..stay healthy n slim as always..but tedious..:x...

i came online again..cos nth to do..onli if i have nth to do..i wld surf the net..oh no..my brother is coming home from BangKok today..thought it is tml..i m hell bits of tired if he want to use the room till late..

i m proud to announce this weekend i m the housegal of the day..i clean the fans,windows,floor n clothes clean..hee..but i m not doing today..this weekend i m the most good n obedient daughter of the years..LOL..praise me pls..

n tml i will be back to work..kinda feelings sucks..cos have to face the black face audrey..:(..

i know my limits of beer:)...i dint get drunk or high!!!lol..
just onli tired cos of not enuff rest..
as much as i wanted to ton tru out the nite..i sleep tru out the nite cos of fatigue..still my working environment is not as frenly as the past..sigh..

ytd went over to some restaurant pubs for drink..aint tat bad..i had one hoegarden n another flaming lamborgini made by the cheng teck ar?prepared n burned by jareth..wasnt as expected tat i faint immediately..but the flame was quite a mild one..the taste of lil martini with some other stuff...but it seems that the content wasnt that strong..HENG AR..lol..i saw waterfall made by ws..wooo..okie..small flame but nice enuff..

okie..had some experience of lambo..i was drunk immediately n it burn my throat..i think they sld have reduce the dosage for we gals...LOL..surprisingly wad shocked us was weisheng the manager..i manage to take a snap on sarah qy n lena..before it started..haha..wanting to look at the photos..

okit..kinda a nice place to chill out..cos most of the time we are talking nonsense instead of drinking..more of toilet trips,measuring of pulse speed n talking abt blood circulations..haha..except for sarah n czy..they seems to be playing "finishing all" mode..

n lastly went to lena house n slp like a pig..even the cat at her house ignore me till the morning n start meowing at me at a distance of 2m away..LOl..

went to plaza for breakfast n go home n back to slp..after that.UHHHHHHH....ate salads n soups..healthy healthy..today will be staying home..legs so tired after one whole weeks of shit work..

later pack cupboard..SIGH..i wanna become a flithy rich gal..lol..so i can spend on bears n travellings..some stuff just stop me from travellings...sigh..

woo..evan reaching 20 le lor!!!haha..it's next thursday..hahaha..

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it's meeting time tml..:)..heh heh..looking forward..this yr i hardly organize any trips n gathering..lol..lazy n old le..

soon all will be 20..20..20..lol..i dun like the 2 in front..but with my frens turning soon of the same age..i just cant be bothered but accepting the truth..LOL..

my life in company turn to be bad to worst..work load piling even more..even MORE..nearly done ot..but my 'shifu' say dun nid..hee..

brownie's relative just pass away..he seems to be attending 3 funerals?dunoo..hmm..one yr 3 times..= quarterly..wow..kinda a lot..maybe i sld invent some bu lao yao..lol..it will revive the dead..haha..den sld be earning a lot..cos a lot ppl scare of dying..

i got a new bear..not bear..but a dog..cute..cute..hee..kinda tired..let me sign off here..hee..tc peeps..living is tiring..lol..

today ot cancelled..haha..feel great n bad at the same moment..

ya..this weird angry collegue have been targetting me daily..
1st target session was when i was talking to another collegue abt mother's day n daddy's day..

when my collegue ask" so how u going to celebrate daddy's day?"
i said "haha..think nth..dun nid to bother..."

this long ear collegue jus shouted at me n say "NO...MUST RESPECT UR DAD"..when both me n the another collegue are just joking..both of us get a shocked..

2nd target..i was handing 2 containers to another worker so that he could fill it with paint for checking..this idoitic collegue just came up to me n say.."THEY TOO MUCH LE..NEXT TIME THEY COME GET DUN GIVE THEM.."...was like sorry..u are so free to do so much complain..why dun u help me up wif my pile of work..

3rd target..haha..the funniest..but partially now i admit it is my fault..but she is too fussy...i shake too hard those white marker silver ball pen n the paint flew to her table n become one patch over there..i did help to clean up..but few mins later..she said "do u know i m very particular abt this stuff?"...worst thing was i smile back to her like a lil kid..LOL..by the time her face turn real black..but didnt give an shit..

n i aint into office politics..i like to stay out of office..cos it is rather gossiping to stay wif the fussy auntie..her name: Disclosed..to protect personal privacy..LOL..

oh last sat went to watch harold n kumar..damn funny..i just keep laughing n laughing..got my ic checked again..too young looking..lol..

oh ya..xk ask me that qn again-/-..i jus answer u once n u Shut le hor no more qn from u.."wldnt u mind abt the partner's appearance?"
now i reply u "no..one day we wld become the same old n saggyy n sloppy look...i just want a partner's loving n faithful heart to be just for me"

wad's the use when ur partner is pretty,ravishing,slim when..she isnt faithful n playing with 2 or 3 jumbos bimboos..OPs.." i aint attacking anybody here" just saying that this is common n common sense..haha..

alright i stop here..hee...tata

update u all soon!

i have a brother who is rather inconsiderate..sld say i m so unfortunate to have such siblings..

he always does things opposite when he having exam..i couldnt on any music..when he is not having exam..watching so dvds that he play the sounds rather loud..together wif my dad watching the stupid old comedy hokkien show..Fucker..

rather pissed..i m ignoring him n his attitude..so tired after work..i jus wish to rest n have a small piece of ear n he is on-ing music loudly..JERK..

i wish the power supply for my house hold is gone..it's the elec saving day..

okie..i m feeling rather tired..

been working n feeling rather tired of ot..

n tml i still having ot..sigh..

wad de hell..i hate my in charge which dun understand me at times..auntie thia..she just wun agree wif me n keep asking me to ask my supervisor..lucky my supervisor is good to me..haha..

i saw lance jus now promoting stuff..hmm..fri nite n working..uhhh..

i wanted to go out..if it wasnt tat tml i got ot..

i m just looking forward to 16th may..haha..a long stretch of holiday..haha..:x...tired...

shall update next time..n fucking bro got my com on virus..asshole..

Somethings are nv meant to be forgotten.. but somehow it's good it will fade off by itself..when u turn old..:)
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