i lub the working environment now..maybe..haha..suddenly just felt sociable with them..but there is always exceptional..just for one..NVM..just ignore the one..the whole department is quite good..to work as a team..

the qa aunties dote on me a lot :)..supervisor is very understanding :)..workers there are jokable..uncles n aunties..haha..seriously except one..till now my impression of her still haven change..maybe still fearing a lil..esp when going home with her..i probably would have my headphones on n act tired n sleeping..ops..haha..i dint spell out..

okie..i dun mind working ot's at all..wow..just few weeks of ots..i felt it was like a normal stuff to me..waking up early sleeping at normal timing..

last week i lost my wallet..n this week..my collegue auntie bought me a bear purse..SO KAWAII nehz..cute cute cute..like it a lot..haha..bear bear..my love..okay..not trying to act cute..but the purse is really cute..suits totally like my character!!!

bear= clumsy,slow,cute,small..n last of all..lazy but active at times only..hee..cool cool right?which total equation = ME!!!!!!PROUD to be..

yep yep..brown n pink decided to go taiwan this yr end..duno if it is really coming true..i hope it is to be..cos really looked forward to the "full" moon..uhhh..*glup*..

my work is better right now..ok..at least i'm right now able to communicate with collegues..my adaptation wasn't tat well..haha..

I manage to came back early..on e way back home..i suddenly rmb something from the past..
I remember someone told me before..'wad's e use of having a bf when you need him n he's not there?'
N my answer to him was..'bf isn't recall manding machine for me,he doesnt have to serve me for few yrs n sign contract with me n end it..'
He just laugh like hell shit..stating e fact dude..haha..suddenly this picture of my conversation came to me..partially he was right questioning me..cos i aint those type of gals tat 'will want to see you daily if not i'll die'..so his conclusion was :i aint looking forward or in couple life mode..

He was right partially..but it depends on your own partner..if he's not those tat enjoy to meet you daily..y bother to request?i mean got better things in life out there to do..
So when i recall back..i laugh to myself in lrt like a crazy woman..haha..thinking was i aint in couple life mode or was i aint looking forward..

But definitely i love e life i'm in now..daily work n rest..best i ever had..i'm back to peaceful mode..today sat..no dating ar..dun think i every sat date..not tat case..i'm busy ot-ing..

i was kinda unlucky yet lucky..i lost my wallet..

But at the very end..i found my wallet yet somethings went missing..

Was i consider lucky?mayb only..but this yr was quite a shit to me.i lost most of my stuff..yet lucky to get my stuff back..

Y does it always have to happen to me..i blame it on my carelessness..tat might cost bad judgement from others..i m trying quite hard to work hard,learn more n tolerate to endure..

But one mistake could leads to e downfall of..mayb reputation?quite doom..i would say..e reactivation of my atm cost my precious holiday to sacrifice half a day..

Dam!i dint even plan to use my holiday till end of december..i just hate myself for those stupid,careless,unnecessary mistakes i made..during work or personal life..

It's good tat i lead a honest life..mayb tat's y somebody always out to help me..

Whether i lost my money or cards..it's not as important as losing ic..n well..glad i found my wallet with my ic in it..tired yet foolish because of my mistake..

Plan to buy the pair of slipper..yet right now..ha..i dun think so..nights everybody..

back to blog..

okie..just finish my ot..today is a so so day..but when it comes to the end..it was quite a happening yet unexpected one..

well..a number of cab rides i have..most uncle are friendly n speakable..
some wld ask abt how is the day at work, money matters, politics n stuff,marriage or food..

but the ride i took today was quite a unique one..quite true..but yet not our generation thinking..

well in this centuries..we use n talk more with english n singlish..so our chinese definitely is deproving..so this uncle was SOOOO into chinese culture n words..well..keep talking n correcting our chinese..

i dint tolerate long enuff..i dint drop near my house..i drop opposite of my house..n i wanted to pay him..he took the receipt n test me.."do u know wad is this known as in chinese?"...damn y test me..haha..i was smart enuff to reply..my chinese level is still there..

well..an a1 student in chinese but yet my chinese isnt that great n good anymore..disgrace?nah...LOL..this is crap..nobody looks at the cert n praise u "oh u have good grades for chinese.."..

everybody wld onli say.."chinese no longer that important..cos we are english speaking environment singapore.."

so actually i wanted to tell the taxi uncle..face the fact..i m sorry but to say..we have to face the reality..english is still the international language..:)..

work wise..let's not brag or say much..cos it is after work..so i guess..enjoy now..think tml..i having ots...haha..tons of ot..

testing testing..here i'm writing this post on my n81 hp..

Surprisingly it works..well..today is sunday..tml is ot day..right now at my bed writing this post with my hp..smell of my bear near my bed side..

Ok..it's also amazing..ytd while dating..consecutively within a week..i saw van's parents..haha..evan..if you're reading this post..would say..i can strike 4d..keep seeing your family member..your mum still smile at me..but your dad look so stern..haha..

Tml got ot..this month..although shall be earn a lot..but also spend a lot..haha..
It's really time for me to start saving..i want to study study..

Well..time to rest real soon..e night is ending..i nv felt so systematic before..somehow even more than systematic..

i know at a certain pt of time..i m feeling frustrated of small lil stuff..which always leads me to the wrong doing..

n wad did i do with those wrong written words..i just make sure tat i have a correction to paste over it..n it can nv be seen..but somehow..some day it might just peel off..ops..

i just hate today a lot..i hate this friday evening..i hate today alot..a lot..cos of wad happened..who's to blame for wad happen?none..just fated..

forget it..i expected it right ytd nite..but just dint know it was worst than expectation..i doubt i will ever feel any hopes on it..i regret..I just suddenly regret becos of this matter..in fact it was much more of disappointment n breaking of the promise..i sound so kiddish..LOL..okie..

something on my mind isnt right..maybe..my mind is telling my heart to do it right..but my heart doesnt feels the same way..COnfusing..

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yep yep just came home using the blog..

tired..but resting..wish i could rest for a longer holiday..

uh..a new plan is coming up..think it is time to organize another gathering...for peeps..

anybody agree?haha but rightnow i aint that free..so give me more time..to end of july..haha..'

relax n play comes w\after hard work..okie..i m coping well at work..lesser time spend at home..taking dip cert tml..

spendig more time on car theory..restng more earlier..except for today..

uh..ytd was the best date..i met faizal..den qy..den evan n her sister n mum..well..n i met my bf..haha..for a movie..

i start to find singapore small n expensive..

wanting n desire to relax..let nature take its course..

n ya...STOP FOOLING ME..lol..okie u dint fool me..u kid wif me..i know u r kidding me..cos u aint serious of wad u said,..hahahaha...

i have my confirmation..no pay rise..but responsibility higher..:p..sigh..

haha..just watched over her dead body online..gREAT fUNNy show..but at the same time contridicting..

oh..just finished my ot's for this week..definitely i must be honest..it is tiring to work 7 days per week..tat's y i must say..I salute to all who are working 7 days per week..

today is daddy's day..uh..my dad isnt at home..
met up with evan last fri nite..lol..long time no see..old le old le..

somethings i dun understand GUYS at all esp old guys..liars liars..most guys are liars..so gals becareful..to protect their confidential details i shant interfere..oPs..but i just have to keep silent to some stuffs..cos i m lil sista..just wish those liars best of luck not to get caught..n singing the song.."it wasnt me.."..hahah..

okie..i reset my hp..big time big time..yawn..so tired..taking a nap soon..updating much later..maybe..good nite everyone..

hoh hoh..i m blogging daily..cos i have the time to blog..:)..

uhh..i miss evan n jareth craps..
miss almost all the 2e3 ppl..
miss the past yrs in studying life..
miss kboxing..
miss have supper at night..
miss sleeping late in the morning..
miss shopping for more teddy bear...
miss all my frens..

oh..this month..feel like getting myself a likeable bear at home..my brown lil bear
is too small to be clamped by my legs..

just be a lil patience..haha..when my time tide period over..i can meet u all every now n then after work..

savings..thought dad wld buy a car n relax for retirement..but well..plans are: see first..cos oil price really getting much expensiver..sob..

every now n den..my parents are quite concern over my health..haha..duno for wad reason..

n also..in every moment..i m hugging my small lil bear that my mom gave me on sec 2..may 02..i love very first warm present..it is aldy 6 yrs old..but i still find it cute n close..hee..dirty lil bear..

ya..anybody booking ftt?i booked on the 26 july..that is the earliest date i could get..so no choice..haha..

uh..wanted my long missed fresh orange juice..haven been running for at least 2 weeks..

just now my neighbour kid..SO CUTEEE...jie jIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE...she scream at me..n say a soft.."hello"..LOL..faint..baby are cute at times but not all the time..

i m here to apologies wadever bad or ugly things i have said ytd..haha..when i just re read my ytd post..i realise how ugly i was..in writing wicked stuff..I m really sorry..but i guess i nid to bear the consequences..as partially i sldnt do tat to vent some frustrations..

someday i will be old too..seriously i m too afraid of everything..almost everything..tat's y onli kept to the blog n myself..haha..countful of ppl ard me will noe..but well..jus being honest..they are good to work with except one which i m afraid of her to a certain extent..:)

okie..i dint know wad cross my mind ytd..but i guess i was angry with myself..real sorry abt to peeps who read ytd post..more of concern was wad happened to me which make me so stressed..dun worry..my blog will still be well..public..cos..haha..not good at hiding stuffs..bingo bingo bingo..

i dint know myself..haha..was unable to handle my emotion..was alright the past few days..until ytd..today still a bit shaky in my thoughts..

well..maybe i wld say i m afraid of making troubles..:)...ppl who know me must have agree..haha..cos i always kept it to myself till i exploded..

oh yeah..i pass my basic theory test just now..there wasnt any much of celebrations but i went home immediately cos was bit tired..haha..

yaya..i took leave on 20th to go get dip cert..hee..i have officially graduated..later than my peers by 23 days..haha..but nvm..

miss my bear right now..hee..roll roll..it is "seducing" me..to slp..say no to slp..hee..

It is gss n well..it is anniversary too :s..sweet sweet..
okie..at times y do i lie to my frens?cos..to make it discreet..company have too many not so close collegues n frens..that's y i make some lies which i apologies for tat..

well..today met my mr brown bear after work..told him to get a chicken pie for me..so after i reached..he pass me my chicken pie..i look so contented n happy..den he said something..
"i got something to give u.."..my eyes open even wider than before..i thought was a soft toy bear..n looked like a little kid looking forward to the present..den he took out a elegant sk jewelery carrier..

i turn n get stunn...quite shocked i must say..den brown bear said this.."can upgrade n trade in at original price"..he smile like a happy lil boy..den i smile back..did i say thank u brown bear?i forgot if i said..but i think i did..but still i prefer the old one tat values more memory..:)..but nvm..now just gotta look forward..

the necklace seems small but powerful..shiny..n it is a lock like shape..okie..after so much..n much..we went to new york new york n eat..eat food..okie..affordable price for me..in return a dinner i treat both of us..:)..well..

i guess tonight i will have a sweet n nice rest..the sweetest love..er..i mean the most memorable love..hee..where ups n downs are always a lot..but yet still together..we are 2 short n little clumsy bears..:)

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quick snap at bel n kelly..saw tat??

okie..i snap at em again..cos was out wif em..

snap at kelly n yuanlin again..snip snip :x//

okie a proper snap shot..

okie a normal snap..with twist sign..so old traditional..:)

tat's me..did i grow older from the side view??haha..
all well..i saw my cousins at grandma house..woo..though a bit distant..but not tat distant anyway..

yep yep today is celebrate yl bdae..hmm..but not so much of celebrating..cos of limited time anyway..

haha..all seems grown up except me..bel n kelly knew how to dress up..n yet still i m wearing my kakis n t shirt..just like a lil kid..i was the most chin cai..lol..chin cai...

busy m i?quite i must say..okie this coming week i will be working ot almost daily..it also means tat i m earning more n spending more..

big plans shall be done after 21 yrs old..cant touch real investments until i reach the age of 21..making big dollaz n cents is everybody's dream..but risking is much of a challenge..wahahaha..i m a big loser to become a real winner..

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A week of work is afterall tiring..

just watched kungfu panda..a good lame show..n ya..got a n81 hp phone..thanks to brownie..:)..

yep yep..weekends working..tiring..yaya...

got confessions from somebodies..hmm..so many..but being frens still the best..

except one guy brownie who cannot be my fren..

hee..tiring..tiring..\

going to sleep..nites..

there are always pple that comes n goes in my life..or rather on n off, on n off..

But there are ppl which i see or talk to them at least once a week..
one of them,surprisingly, is winnie the pooh bear..haha..okie..
few names out..winnie,evan,adam,eric,qy..etc...
uh..major are my sec school frens..
poly frens?occasionally ba..
pri school fren..haha..rarely..

my s500i is sot..i nid to trade in n buy new phone..sob..i cant part with this xmas gift from my brown bear..hee..he so cute..maybe to others..make u wanna puke..but to me..CUTTEEEEEE...Okie..i stop my nonsense..

i hate OT-ing..used to love ot de..eversince after this job..it just drain my energy off..but i m getting more n more popular in the production line..everybody like to joke with this first sentence.."xiao mei..today no ot ar?"...

i wish they could say..."xiao mei..today i treat u eat big feast!"..sound more pleasant to me..hahaha..i m lagging of food..they some sort ill treat me..make me work more..less time to rest..sob..

well well..ppl...intro u all new song..
rihanna..take a bow..
listen to it..uh huh..



Ohhhhhh
How about a round of applause
A standing ovation
Ohhhhh wooow
yea yea yea yea

[Verse 1]
You look so dumb right now
Standing outside my house
Trying to apologize
You’re so ugly when you cry
Please, just cut it out

[Vamp]
Don’t tell me you’re sorry cuz you’re not
Baby when I know you’re only sorry you got caught

[Chorus]
But you put on quite a show
You really had me going
But now it’s time to go
Curtain’s finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it’s over now
Go on and take a bow

[Verse 2]
Grab your clothes and get gone
You better hurry up before the sprinklers come on
Talkin’ about, girl, I love you, you’re the one
This just looks like the re-run
Please, what else is on

[Vamp]
And don’t tell me you’re sorry cuz you’re not
Baby when I know you’re only sorry you got caught

[Chorus]
But you put on quite a show
You really had me going
But now it’s time to go
Curtain’s finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it’s over now
Go on and take a bow

[Bridge]
And the award for the best liar goes to you
For making me believe that you could be
Faithful to me
Lets hear your speech oh
How bout a round of applause [hmm hmm]
A standing ovation

[Chorus]
But you put on quite a show
You really had me going
But now it’s time to go
Curtain’s finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it’s over now
Go on and take a bow

But it's over now
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back to update..

had mc on last fri..past few days nt resting well..cos still dreaming abt work when resting..

dislike having this much ot's..even sats n sundays are sacrifice to the company..there are still some things out there i wanted to do..meeting my old frens out..getting some stuffs for myself..going overseas for relaxation with more than enuff amt of money..

haven got the time to get my cert yet..can anybody help me to claim my cert?doubt so..i have to do it myself..sigh..

okie..this month i m deadly packed..the first n last week having ot's on thuurs n fridays..middle 2 weeks working ot's for consecutively 4 days which includes sat n sundays..
n daily working life..8-5pm..kinda tiring..

n i m starting to dread so much..health level affected..:s..trying to keep fit..but no avail..falling sick even more easier..physco-ing myself tat this isnt tough at all..

work work tml..resting time now..:x...

Somethings are nv meant to be forgotten.. but somehow it's good it will fade off by itself..when u turn old..:)
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