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i just have a normal saturday..simply normal..

At least better than nothing..i just went to dental just now..uh..comes e saw n see n x ray stuff..i should take good care of my toothy..

Dating as i dun hab to work today..yet working on public holiday..

Slept early ytd..good nice sleep..sister room was comfy..big brownie was beside me..i think he dint snore ytd..

Was wondering wad to eat for dinner..but big bear gotta join his fren tonight..understandin..bull shit..

Discreet..i somehow dun understand e meaning of this..mind is whirling..y m i thrilling..nvm..i guess this portion nobody understands..it's ok..guilty..mayb..

somehow regrets of ppl knowing some frens..there,s no such need to catch up or be friendly towards them.:)

Treat it just like a passerby..a stranger..hit my advice..there would be slightly lesser mistake made..

I just find myself enclosed..oh man..i just have too much bad luck recently..but i'm glad i have a good manager..haha..

edit post...songs videos..let's enjoy...


vida la vida


what ya got..official video..yet a joke..

okie..after so many yrs..i dint realise i still an akon listener..i duno y.just find his voice..attractive..haha..

enjoy..wrk is the same

my nokia phone is kinda cool due to the software..haha..torch light software..msn wireless software...international software..

there are some places which i will nv touch or go..but..there are places i wish to visit..haha..guess wad..

thurs nite..my sis together wif her bf n me..went to fetch mum home..see the chinese doc..omg..i got weak pulse..m i dying?lol..i m still kicking alive..just tat i nid more excercise..like the doc say...

was wondering if we sld be believing in doctors..they keep diagnosing tat ppl got problems..but body is in working condition..


uh..fyi..i m working during public holidays..hee..enjoy n treasure ur public holidays okie..

watched 溏心風暴之家好月圓 episode 38..uh..it is ending..yet it is now the climax..

haha..small matter make until so big..it is just abt husband n money..divorce n get the money..or divorce dun get money..nth abt the children...

man..i admit tat working excessive ot harms my health..lol..

i nid to relax a bit more with the help of er HMM..lol..next fri who are free?hahaa..tml ot again..hee..

grown a bit in weight..

it is actually quite stupid to badmouth abt ppl in blog..ppl can just visit n gossip..lol..i guess tat is the personality of human..passing world news..

i have actually not accomplish anything this yr..which is ending soon..instead of planning my time..i m actually wasting a lot of time n money wandering..it is really time to get some plan..hmm...

but before this..let me go sleep n rest more for more energy..hee..nights..update later..

video to share..

:( i dun feel good at all..feeling numb n bored..updates of picture right now..fotos too..thanks a lot..










this post was on fri..sat..ot..but lucky nv ot so late..next week..hectic week..i just find suddenly i lost interest LOST INTEREST..wad e heck..maybe i sld stop the mindset..but yes..i cant deny the fact..alone..but aimless...

everybody is self centred..i cant see the love spreading wide..fakers..

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somehow sometimes i'm missing some feelings..in general term..

Production uncle ask me how come i hardly joke or talk nowadays..in fact my answer was busy..quite an excuse..i just dint know how to handle this level of stress..

In relationship wise..here's an update..peaceful sea..yep..i know i know..some of u would assume..before storm is e peace sea..but i dint really want to think tat much..

Somehow i just felt weird..i still rmb somehow i got daily msg..right now my phone only rings in e evening..calls from home..bf..frens..

However..not much time in entertaining..yep watched baylon ad..not a bad show..but a bad endin..

I dint want to believe in fortune teller n i nv did..but somehow someone just made me realise..sometimes it's just partial true..even if i dun believe..n yes..something is happening in my life again..

Somehow i dun understand myself too.:)haha.. I stop here..

oh..great..ytd was cousin wedding..my cam isnt functioning tat well..yuks..i spoil the family photo..sob sob..

but well..i guess u all miss me..here is some photos taken ytd..enjoying ourselves..hee..










okie..the wedding n food was normal as expected..but the price was steep..NOVETEL..hmm..i dun think wld be that again..but i saw a hunk over there..again..english speaking man..-..-...sld intro someone with english speaking lady..haah..

again..left with the photos with the bride n bridemaid..NOT with me..haha...i lack of fashion sense..*chucks*..i lost touch with the current trend..

sigh..i knew how n where i spend most of my money on..i sldnt be so lazy..haha..i'm kinda big spender..


regret of the past..past..that affects the presents n future..if young tat time learns well of personal hygience..den it wouldnt affect the current n future life..

next time it is best to teach ur children since young..hee...

end..

cousin wedding later..tml off n going to dental..

mayb most of my feedback are right..it's time to play mind game n authority handling..

I dislike playing those kinda stuff..but i guess it's needed to deal with crazy ppl in da company..i dislike being insulted or abuse because they see me as a kiddo who can be bullied..sucks totally..

Alright..reviews again..bangkok dangerous tat movie was nice..just a little sad ending..

I really do hope bangkok will be back in peace in december..i hope my trip shouldn't be cancelled..

hey have any of u see me real real angry in life?

i guess onli my family n one of the production worker did..

i mean i have my limits n anger management..i dun like to be angry n scold ppl ard..shout ard..it is kinda rude..cos they are older n due respect..but i cant stand those not understanding oldies..

okie..i was step on my boots twice today n i scream in his face..he got so angry tat he start slamming everything..but it is really his fault..ytd..he step on me...multiple of time..today..twice n i got so stood up..scream right in his face..it was damn cool of me..

now all the production workers know tat i have my limits..
my foot was damn pain n a lil swollen..pain till i cry..in front of some good uncles..they just tell me to ignore him..freaking my day was a bad day..

i WISH my boss fly back soon..under protection of her feels better life..

some believe i have no temper..but i believe if i m stil human with temper..just controlling is much higher..just too afraid to have high blood pressure too early..

but damn..my foot..still a lil pain..think i aint going to have a good day tml..as predicted..

another story of the day..i met the worst day of all..i just wish really my boss will be back soon..hee..i miss her..haha..with her ard it wld be better like a department..

face the fact..i see from a neutral point of view..neither bias or siding anybody..

nights boobdies..

ok..give up..

3 consecutive weekends from next week i'll be working on sat..most probably..not available..time table seems to keep on changing..this week working ot..on mon-wed..next week will be from thurs to sat..following mon to wed..den followed by sat ot..i wonder if anybody gets wad i'm saying..

Over all..just wish me luck n have e energy to work will do..meet ups wouldn't be great for this month..but i'll try to make it for every request..hee..nights..

Somethings are nv meant to be forgotten.. but somehow it's good it will fade off by itself..when u turn old..:)
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